Deja Blue- 20 Years of Magical Thinking
Deja Blue — 20 Years of MT
Magical Thinking, moving horizons, impossible plans—and the ships and places that made the imagined life real.
Magical thinking is imagination with a boarding pass.
Déjà Blue is the feeling of returning to an ocean that has already rearranged your life—and discovering that the horizon still has work for you.
Magical thinking gets a bad name because people confuse it with wishing. Wishing waits. My version gets underway.
For twenty years, the blue kept repeating itself: a new ship, another contract, a fresh port, the same charged question—what happens when imagination is treated as navigation?
The answer was never one perfect voyage. It was a life assembled from passages: friendships intense and brief, strange work in moving cities, mornings measured by sea state, and the repeated discovery that home can be a direction rather than an address.
Working on ships has been a real life saver—and a life extender. The sea did not remove uncertainty. It gave uncertainty a horizon, a watch schedule and somewhere useful to go.
Picture It
The story begins before the ticket: with an image large enough to pull the present toward it.
Book It
A wishbone becomes a backbone when the imagined future acquires dates, documents and consequences.
Undergo It
You cannot manufacture the deepest experiences. You enter them, let them change you, then tell the story from the wake.
A life at sea, carried by voice
A native, Blogger-stable audio player from the “You Do What on a Ship?” archive.
Top cruise destinations from the long blue road.
Cruise travel flirts with life: arrive, fall hard, leave too soon. These are the places—and one complete world voyage—that kept calling from the chart.
Santorini, Greece
White walls, volcanic cliffs and Aegean blue: a port that makes the familiar look newly invented.
Read the Santorini field note
The Maldives
A geography of water, light and almost no horizon—proof that distance can quiet the loudest machinery in the mind.
Bora Bora
The South Pacific version of magical thinking: imagine the impossible, then wake inside the postcard.
The Fjords of Norway
A slow entrance through stone and weather, where the ship becomes small enough to restore perspective.
Read the Norway field note
Milford Sound, New Zealand
A destination that arrives vertically—rain, cliffs and waterfalls turning the approach itself into the event.
Read the Milford Sound field note
The Full World Cruise
Not one destination but a moving country: 110 days, one long horizon and a new definition of home.
Read the world-cruise retrospective
Oasis of the Seas
A floating city that changed the scale of the question. Sometimes quantity becomes its own kind of quality.
Watch Oasis of the Seas
The Panama Canal
A passage where machinery, geography and patience lift an ocean-going ship across a continent.
Read the Panama Canal field note
Alaska: The Great Land
Glacier scale, cold air and the Inside Passage: a reminder that awe is a physical sensation.
The Hawaiian Islands
1994: the SS Constitution—a rust bucket, a glorified ferry and the improbable beginning of everything that followed.
Read the Hawaii field noteOnce around without leaving the ground
In 2011, the archive records a watershed year: 365 days at sea, with only a few days ashore to chase the next ship.
Twelve ships. Twelve films. One floating autobiography.
Every ship image below opens its corresponding film. Each card also includes separate links to the video and the full-size image.
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Ports are nouns. Ships are verbs.
The destination supplies the photograph. The passage supplies the operating system.
Use the good weather
The winds of grace are always blowing, but you still have to raise the sail. “Someday” remains the busiest—and least reliable—day of the week.
The map is not the motive
Travel was never only a claim on finite money or time. It was a test of resourcefulness: how much life can be built from the materials actually at hand?
Live autobiographically
There is the inside version, the public version and the created self. The work is not choosing one forever; it is authoring them consciously.
Meaning arrives backward
While underway, everything is weather, watches and forward motion. Only later does the wake reveal the shape of the voyage.
Continue through the voyage archive.
The super post is a gateway, not a finish line. These linked field notes open the longer stories behind the chart.
Twenty years of magical thinking did not make the ocean predictable. It made a life beyond prediction feel navigable.
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